Before the stroke not really anything. I could make anything fun or interesting. Now even a show makes me bored. Reading. I think it is because I’m use to going hundred miles an hour and now I get tired. I cry a lot too. I could always hold my feelings in before, not now. I can’t drive because of my right hand, I’m not sure if it would be safe. So many things have changed. My family have been rock stars, or I wouldn’t have made it. Strong or not. It doesn’t help that I lost my teeth because I didn’t go to the dentist because I knew it would be expensive. Kids first and I pray they go as adults. I shy away from going places because it is I can’t be the same as before. But I keep going for hubby and kids and grandkids. It things seem boring. I planned on working this year. That’s out the door. Not even my home job, typing, speed. I’m more negative now which sucks. I use to see the positive side of things.

I’ll get there.